Notes: The first Christmas season without Hannah, less than 2 months after her death, was really rough. I wrote this song in December, to try to express how it felt. – Dana Cain
All proceeds to to the Education Fund for Hannah's daughter, Athena.
lyrics
They say it’s Christmas
But it isn’t true.
If it was Christmas,
I’d spend it with you.
The snow is falling, the tree is up,
And the lights shine all night long.
The gifts are wrapped, and the radio
Keeps playing Christmas songs…
But this isn’t Christmas.
I’m here, on my own.
I go through the motions,
But this isn’t home.
The snow is falling, the air is cold,
And the nights are so, so long.
The gifts are wrapped, but there’s none for you
And everything feels wrong.
This isn’t Christmas.
You’re not coming home.
You’re not going to be here.
You’re not coming home.
This isn’t Christmas…
You’re never coming home.
credits
from Songs for Hannah,
released April 6, 2019
Words and Music by Dana Cain
Performance by Cameron Sprenger (vocals), Mark Penner-Howell and Dana Cain
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